My new "highest weight" is 211.0 lbs. A lot of this is water weight, but some of it is going to probably be hard to get rid of. The hard part about losing weight is going off plan and trying to get back on it. My journey back to 206.6 starts here. I either will lose weight or maintain from now until the beginning of November. I know that once I am back on track and losing the weight that I won't want to just maintain. I will probably keep going.
Lots of love,
Jessica
Saturday, September 11, 2010
Thursday, September 9, 2010
Messy All Over the Place Update
Uh... I really don't know what is up guys :/
I JUST KEEP EATING?!?!
My weight is up. This morning it was at 209.8 lbs. It will be even higher tomorrow because I ate terrible today too. I usually would feel really depressed about this, but I don't this time. I am actually enjoying life. I just am enjoying food too :S haha
So...I am working to get that number back down, but I don't know what I will see Monday morning. I am going to be honest and say that I would be very happy with myself if I maintain during football season. I mean this weekend we have a football game. I wont get home until 12:00 a.m. Then I have to wake up at 4:30 a.m. to be on a bus by 5:30 a.m. the morning that follows that football game. I have been eating on the go.
My life is so hectic! But I am enjoying it. I am really happy (: I have found some peace. I haven't found complete peace with myself, but I have found some. I like who I am. My goal for football season is to keep off the weight I have lost. I am not going to stress myself over getting a low number and watching everything I eat when my life is already pretty stressed. So... I am going to do enough to keep my weight where it is.
I will weigh tomorrow morning and try to post it on here. I will then work from there to get to my lowest posted weight of 206.6 lbs. I want to keep it under that number. Wish me luck and a good night's rest (: Big day tomorrow.
Sorry for the messy post :P
Lots of love,
Jessica
I JUST KEEP EATING?!?!
My weight is up. This morning it was at 209.8 lbs. It will be even higher tomorrow because I ate terrible today too. I usually would feel really depressed about this, but I don't this time. I am actually enjoying life. I just am enjoying food too :S haha
So...I am working to get that number back down, but I don't know what I will see Monday morning. I am going to be honest and say that I would be very happy with myself if I maintain during football season. I mean this weekend we have a football game. I wont get home until 12:00 a.m. Then I have to wake up at 4:30 a.m. to be on a bus by 5:30 a.m. the morning that follows that football game. I have been eating on the go.
My life is so hectic! But I am enjoying it. I am really happy (: I have found some peace. I haven't found complete peace with myself, but I have found some. I like who I am. My goal for football season is to keep off the weight I have lost. I am not going to stress myself over getting a low number and watching everything I eat when my life is already pretty stressed. So... I am going to do enough to keep my weight where it is.
I will weigh tomorrow morning and try to post it on here. I will then work from there to get to my lowest posted weight of 206.6 lbs. I want to keep it under that number. Wish me luck and a good night's rest (: Big day tomorrow.
Sorry for the messy post :P
Lots of love,
Jessica
Monday, September 6, 2010
Weigh In for Week Thirteen
8/30/10- 206.6 lbs.
9/06/10- 206.6 lbs.
-0 lbs.
I know I said I would have a good number up here. It didn't happen. I am not upset with this maintain, but I am also not pleased. I didn't do anything to deserve a loss. I was expecting a gain. Life has just been so crazy! Stress has been getting to me. My parents are driving me insane. Everything was great until Sunday. I ate so much yesterday to the point where I felt sickly. I don't know how to handle these binges yet, but I know that quitting here will move me in the wrong direction.
I need to refocus. I am going to start tracking everything I eat. I am going to start drinking more water. I have marching band practice for my exercise, but I also want to do more than that. I have 6.7 lbs. to go before I am in Onderland! I really want to make that by September 30th. I will tell you where I am when that day comes. Wish me luck!
Lots of love,
Jessica
9/06/10- 206.6 lbs.
-0 lbs.
I know I said I would have a good number up here. It didn't happen. I am not upset with this maintain, but I am also not pleased. I didn't do anything to deserve a loss. I was expecting a gain. Life has just been so crazy! Stress has been getting to me. My parents are driving me insane. Everything was great until Sunday. I ate so much yesterday to the point where I felt sickly. I don't know how to handle these binges yet, but I know that quitting here will move me in the wrong direction.
I need to refocus. I am going to start tracking everything I eat. I am going to start drinking more water. I have marching band practice for my exercise, but I also want to do more than that. I have 6.7 lbs. to go before I am in Onderland! I really want to make that by September 30th. I will tell you where I am when that day comes. Wish me luck!
Lots of love,
Jessica
Monday, August 30, 2010
Weigh In for Week Twelve
8/23/10- 206.6 lbs.
8/30/10- 206.6 lbs.
-0 lbs.
This last week was so stressful! I had so much going on and my eating was really bad over the weekend. I started back today though. I'll have a good number next week.
Lots of love,
Jessica
8/30/10- 206.6 lbs.
-0 lbs.
This last week was so stressful! I had so much going on and my eating was really bad over the weekend. I started back today though. I'll have a good number next week.
Lots of love,
Jessica
Monday, August 23, 2010
Monday, August 16, 2010
Weigh In for Week Ten
8/09/10- 214.4 lbs.
8/16/10- 209.6 lbs.
-4.8
I know you guys don't get much from me now, but I swear I am working my butt off and giving this weight loss thing all I have. I am going to try and post a little more often if I can.
Lots of love,
Jessica
8/16/10- 209.6 lbs.
-4.8
I know you guys don't get much from me now, but I swear I am working my butt off and giving this weight loss thing all I have. I am going to try and post a little more often if I can.
Lots of love,
Jessica
Monday, August 9, 2010
Weigh In for Week Nine
8/02/10- 216.2 lbs.
8/09/10- 214.4 lbs.
-1.8
Okay. Yesterday did not work out well. I didn't have anything to make a salad or even a protein shake. I could have found something, but I ended up have pizza with the family. So the number will go back down to my 213 soon enough. I'm happy with a 1.8 anyways (: But I want this week to be better.
Lots of love,
Jessica
8/09/10- 214.4 lbs.
-1.8
Okay. Yesterday did not work out well. I didn't have anything to make a salad or even a protein shake. I could have found something, but I ended up have pizza with the family. So the number will go back down to my 213 soon enough. I'm happy with a 1.8 anyways (: But I want this week to be better.
Lots of love,
Jessica
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